Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Audrey

Audrey personality is hard to put into words... all I can say is we love her more than anything (except for our other kiddos)! She is determined, a little emotional =), funny (in her own quiet way), less verbal than our other daughter (she actually takes time to breath between her sentences) and is pretty adventerous.
One thing is for sure, as I've said before, she LOVES Tito' and it is becoming obvious, by the way he follows her around, that he adores her. Here she is trying to convince him to follow her into the water. Eventually he did and they had a blast together!

Below, is a picture I took of her serious "will you sponsor this child" face. This is the face she gives daddy when he's about to punish her and it usually works. I'll glance over and see him holding her and telling her in a gentle voice, "no, no Audrey." with a smile. I'm not sure she feels the disapproval. =)It is a blessing to have such a loving daddy.
Sometimes I get the feeling she knows the effect her cute little face has on us all. =)
Another love of Audrey's is food. She looks so cute when she eats. Yes, very messy, but very cute. She will eat anything, anywhere. Here she is enjoying her jelly. I had to convince her to eat the toast as well.


Isn't she lovely? I guess I'm a little bias... Although she is our strong-willed one, she has an extremely sensitive spirit. Audrey means "Strong" Her middle name, Elizabeth means "Consecrated to God". I pray her spirit is always sensitive to the Spirit and that her strong will will be of great use to His purposes.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Kid Comment
The Kid: Mya (of course, since Audrey is just now beginning to be more vocal, but the words are not very clear).

Mya asked me to put a little make-up on her and afterward asked me, "Mom, don't I look good-geous?" Really meaning GORGEOUS.
I told her she looked "good-geous" as a princess.

Friday, August 8, 2008

Time of change, time to play follow the Leader, time to smile

We are moving... sigh... sniff... smile...
I've experienced and continue to experience a variety of emotions throughout the day, everyday. However, I was reminded of a verse (thanks kristin! I could so relate to your blog!) in Proverbs 19,verse 21 to be exact Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails.
I had a plan for my life. A plan to go to college and become a physical therapist. I thought 25, 27 yrs. would be a good age to get married and one thing was for sure, I determined to never marry a military man. I wanted to live in a cozy house with my four children in good ol' SA forever. But God had different plans for my life, better plans. Some have been more of a challenge than others.
I focused on my school during college. Keeping my grades up was important if I wanted to attend the PT program of my choice. I did everything in my power to give me the advantage I thought I would need to choose the program I wanted, to keep with my plan. My life was pretty routine, wake-up, work-out, green tea, classes, lunch (tuna&salad, chicken&salad, or whole wheat sandwich), work (PT clinic), dinner, homework, set my alarm for 6am, bedtime routine, zzzzz. It wasn't until my wonderful friend Amy lynn Elkins insisted that if I was going to see her I must go to "The Call" (our church singles group). I avoided it. But I found out she was serious and once again saw her stubborn side (I thank the Lord for that side, because it has been a blessing to me many a time)=) . So, I decided to go play softball and attend the evening bible study. Long story short, that is when God began to loosen my grip on "my plans" and decided it was time I cling to Him as He began to unfold His plan. The Call is where I met my husband, Nate. He was military at the time, AF. That's right, I married a military man. Shortly after we were married ( I was 22 yrs. old, a few years shy of my ideal 27 yrs.-haha), we realized we were pregnant with our 1stborn - Mya. We also decided that Nate would not re-enlist and we would become a part of the contracting world. As we waited, for longer than we had planned, for Nate's contract to start, God began to show me and teach me something He has had to teach me over and over again for the last 4 years - patience, trust in His perfect plan. It would take too long to write of all the situations He has used to teach me, but the most recent is our anticipated move to the East coast. In June, I gave birth to our 3rd child. I decided a adding to a puppy to the mix would be challenging, but worth it in the long run, even though I knew it would take the chaos up a notch or two. =) A couple days later, Nate received a job offer that he would later accept (once he knew he was accepted). End of July, is when they asked him to start working on Sept.29th. What?! was my response. So, here we are, hoping our house sells and doing are best to work out the details for a move that I know will be challenging with 3 little ones and a puppy. Do we attempt to drive or fly? Where do we live? Nate will be starting out in Sterling, VA, but will most likely work in Maryland after a "couple" months (note: "couple" could mean anything), which means we could be moving twice in a year. Not being settled and have familiar surroundings goes against every grain in my body. All this change... change of hormones, change in our family with two wonderful additions, change of living, change of weather for goodness sake ( I have no idea how to live where snow is a reality, not just words to a Christmas song!). It is during times like this that I rely and depend on what doesn't change. The One who created me and gave me all I have. The Bible tell us that "every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows"(James1:17) He has give me so many gifts, my children, my husband, and yes, this job for Nate that entails so much change! but one thing is sure, as the book of Hebrews declares "Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever" (Hebrews13:8) So even though, I will not live in S.A. 4-ever, as I had once planned, I will be okay. More than that, I, our family, will be GREAT because our heavenly father has a plan and is our constant.
You do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. James4:14
I've always admired and loved the story of Esther in the bible. Talk about a woman of strength! My favorite book is Esther a woman of Strength and Dignity by Charles Swindoll (read it if you get the chance!). Esther was snatched from her uncle and taken to a palace, a world very different from her own. I like how Chuck put it, "And so, we're off on another exciting unusual journey. the road will take several surprising twists and turns, but don't worry; we have not lost our way. We're simply following the Leader, who has a way of keeping us wondering at times where we are going and why it seems so confusing on this journey called life. But the good news is this: He knows what He is about. His way may not be as we expected, but it is the only way to go."
It has been almost a good 8 years since I read this book last and I feel it is time to read it again. The first chapter is God's Invisible Providence. Doesn't that say it all?
I determine to be like Esther, to smile at the future, even though there may be some times I feel like crying. I know God is changeless, His hand is in it all, and when I step back and take a good look from a different perspective of all the change. I realize, all-in-all, it is good change. Yes, it saddens me to leave my family and close friends, but this change is good and I have nothing to complain or fret about. I pray for God's strength, to be a woman of strength.

"Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely i will help you, surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10

I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you should go; I will counsel you with My eye upon you. Psalm 32:8

I am relying on God for the energy and strength this move will require. I pray for God's strength to be the helpmate and I am called to be to my husband. I release my grip on all that is familiar and get ready to embrace what lies ahead!
~liz

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Slaeter Joshua Sullivan

Here are more pictures of Slaeter taken by a good friend (thanks kristin!). He was 3 weeks in these pictures and has put on quite a bit more weight. I will post more recent pictures in the days to come. I'm beginning to see that Slaeter is extremely social. He loves to be in the middle of all that goes on and soaks in all the conversation. In this way, he is much like Mya was when she was a baby. Here he is soaking in the one-on-one time with daddy.
Because he is so social, I am grateful for these little girlies. He will lay in his cradle, content to watch them dance and sing - free entertainment! I remember how difficult it was to get things done and entertain Mya, but there is no lack of excitement around our house these days and thankfully, he seems to enjoy it. Slaeter is "pretty chill", as Nate would say, and manages to take naps despite the noise and chaos. Some families operate well on a strict schedule, we don't. Two things are pretty routine around here, wake-up time and bedtime. Outside that, we just "go with the flow yo!"

Slaeter Sullivan is a Bronco fan. He just doesn't quite know it yet. =) I determined to decorate it according to Nate's wishes (thanks for the tip Paige). I've had fun with the girl's room exceedingly and wanted Nate to experience the thrill of walking into a room decorated to his fancy. I admit, he's not into the whole decorating, HGTV, home improvement thing like me, but I dare say he gets a sparkle in his eye when showing off his son's room.

Sweet baby boy... Sleeping soundly... Soft and smooth... I love you SO Slaeter Sullivan. God keep you!
Slaeter - Skilled (spiritual meaning)
And I have filled him with the Spirit of God, in wisdom, in understanding, in knowledge, and in all manner of workmanship. Exodus 31:3
Joshua - God is my Salvation/ Bringer of Truth
But he who looks into the perfect law of liberty and continues in it... this one will be blesed in what he does. james 1:25
Sullivan - Deep Wisdom
The teaching of the wise is a fountain of life, to turn aside from the snares of death. Prov. 13:14
My prayer is that Slaeter will use his skill, whatever gift God has given him, to serve the Lord and bring Truth to those searching, desperately in need of Truth. May wisdom keep him from losing his way, and lead him to follow "the way, the truth, an the life". I pray God uses him in a mighty way to serve His purposes.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Kid Comment

The Kid: Mya
Yesterday, we attended the wedding of a girl I used to play b-ball with in highschool (FEAST). It was a beautiful wedding, the decorations, the ceremony, and of course the the bride. Her dress seriously ranks as one of my "fave five". Mya loves to attend weddings. She loves all the preparation (choosing her dress, fixing of hair...) all the primping. She loves looking at the bride and never fails to tell me how the bride "looks like a princess" and I always completely agree. However, yesterday she went a little further and went on to say, "Mommy, I'm going to marry daddy." And after giving me a shy smile said, "I'm going to marry daddy and be a beautiful princess and daddy will be my prince!" I couldn't help but think back to the time when my mom reminded me how I used to say the same thing about my dad. Now, I'm at that point with my little girl. Although it seems my days are long and tiresome (with 3 little ones under 3 1/2 and a move in the making), I am reminded that I must cherish these days, for they will all too soon be gone. One day, should the Lord will, she may be a "princess" all dressed in white, ready to meet her "prince", but until that day we love and enjoy our time with her. Oh yes, and we pray for that prince. =)